My dear friend,

Here I´m as usual with nothing new to say. I only want you to know that I´m here, as usual. 

There is almost three years since I saw you for the last time and it cannot pass a day without remembering you. I feel better now, but the first year was awful. They say time heals and in some way it´s true, but losing you was as losing a part of me myself. I felt as if I lost my childhood, being old as I am. Life will not ever be the same, as when you discover that Father Christmas is not who you think it was.